Guz, hang in there buddy. I know what your going through. I too spend most of my year guiding hunting and fishing trips and have struggled in the past with having to chose between a woman and hunting. A year and a half ago I met a gal who just happened to love the outdoors as much as I. Although she doesn't hunt she loves to hang out in the blind with me and she is absolutely gang busters about fishing and camping. I think that you should just keep the faith and never ever ever compromise your hunting values for a woman. Sooner or later a gal will appreciate your passion for the Outdoors and love you for it.